inappropriate to take someone on holiday for christmas?
Monday, December 19, 2011hopefully I’ll soon learn to stay chilled the fuck out and less tense for more than a few days. hahaha, so self absorbed.
I had to do something for someone else asap so I’ve spoiled my housemates, phew
Now, I need to get to sleep. I need a parental lock on 4oD
Wednesday, November 23, 2011Coming to terms with my past decisions and actions, I have realised that I have more to recover from and deal with. Not only for me to move on but my relationships. Loving someone who is so afraid of their own emotions, mine just overwhelm them. I wonder if they still deny that I tried to kill myself because of how bad I of a person I thought I was to them. They’ll realise eventually, hopefully they won’t have to.
never knowing what decision to make because whatever i do i doubt it’ll be right
Tuesday, October 18, 2011i am immobile im making it worse by listening to kurt cobain ointerviews 25 hours so far. im making mt piece, the title given to me “love”. it’s nice touch typing and staing at my window. the ivy bush, so ig, think it has grown up onto a tree and the brick walll. it’s a beautiful gardnen.
sanding down my box, going to paint her later. i should be leaving to go to my brothers 7th birthday soon, oh man i cant go now. i dont need them to bring me back down with their worrying and concerned looks,.
lighting joints on vanilla candles. i know how to live.
Monday, October 17, 2011Dance With The Devil - Immortal Technique
if you’re not hungover, stoned and listening to this then yeah, youre not as mentally exhausted as i
